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我的火光.

Exams are over and School is finally over…till Monday. May 3rd I will be back in school for the summer semester getting my butt kicked in all 4 of my courses. That's right, FOUR courses. Why do I do this to myself? I don't know.

I haven't updated in the last 2 months. I really really apologize about that. Life of university bites when exams come up along with 7954873 assignments to do.

These past two months have been full of laughs and tears. My new friends that I just met this semester, 3 of them are now back into their hometowns to stay. Yutaro, Darren, and Regan, I miss you guys so much! Love you guys! One day, we will see each other again, 一言为定！ Zettai!

So many friends are leaving for the summer, it makes me feel sad and somewhat lonely. I guess it's good that I have a few friends that will come back after the summer to take another year of school.

As for my plans for the summer, it consists of school, sleep, and work. Hmm...it kind of sounds like what I do now! -_- And my birthday is during the summertime. Me and my friend Miranda, since our birthdays are very close to each other, we decided to have a birthday combo! Plans have not been established yet since there's still some time left. haha


To be honest, I haven’t been to happy these past couple of days…I’m not sure why either. Well one small thing is partially part of it but not entirely. Maybe because of the weather? The past couple of days have been really gloomy and rainy outside, maybe that’s what’s bringing down my mood, because even though I was with my friends one night eating dinner together and watched movies at home, I felt like I had to force myself to be happy and force a smile on my face such that nobody would notice. Well actually a couple of my close friends noticed but other than that, I didn’t want to bring everyone’s mood down.

Please sun and warmth, I hope you can come back soon! Maybe I’ll feel better if you come out and spread your sunshine on everyone.