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我的火光.

Hey everyone, today's blog isn't an update on my life exactly...just needed to get some things out of my head because today has been an absolute terrible day.

Have you ever walked out of an exam thinking "I for sure passed this exam!", but when you receive your mark back, you find out you actually failed? That's basically what I'm going through. Unfortunately for me, I've lost all my motivation to study now because I did so bad. My exam is only worth 20%, but it should of been a 20% that I should of done really well on. For this course I need to get at least 65% as a full grade if I want to be able to take my other courses as my major. It's not a high mark to reach for but right now, I only have 9%. My next midterm that's on next friday is worth 30%. If I get say 60% on my next midterm, then I'll have to get at least 70% on my final to get the 65%.

I'm very thankful that my friends are trying to help me feel better about this. I know it's kinda childish to be sad about this but I've always been kind of sensitive to when I get bad marks, especially when there's a lot of pressure from my parents. But anyways, after midterms, I''ll give everyone an update on what's happened since I have pictures now thanks to Mei :)

Till next time!